Beginning Of The End?

Running, running towards no end,
Swimming in an endless stream.
When will this cease, when will this end,
When it has only just began?
No one can help me,
This stress has shrouded me,
Enveloped me, has digressed my senses
To nothingness.

When will this end?
No longer can this go on,
No longer can this haunt me,
Can I take it, can I handle it,
Please set me free!

The end is near; I feel it in the wind,
The time to quench the thirst,
The time to finish my deed.
Did I do it well?
Did I come out stronger,
How can I tell?
God! This has me spiraling,
fluctuating, derailing,
In and out of control.

Finally! The light has spoken,
I’m coming! Wait up!
No! Can this be?
You promised me for eternity,
Trapped forever in this dungeon,
Myself, the one I unwittingly built for me.
Twin rivers flow down,
Feelings cascading out of me,
Down, down I went,
Further and deeper,
Blinded by fear,
Tied in tiers,
As I fall, the only thought running through my mind,
How can it end?
When it has only just began?

Nur Aniszah
4 Humility